Thursday, January 7, 2016

Still Here

I just wanted to pop in and let everyone know I'm alive, and I'm not passed out drunk in a pile of my own vomit and stench. I just am so full of sadness I haven't had anything to say. I don't really care about food, and I certainly don't care to take pictures. I haven't even been online much, other than Netflix. Friends, Parks and Recreation, and The Office have been all I've been watching. I need comedy, and a certain kind and these three shows are perfect.
I also want to thank everyone for what I assume are kind words. I haven't read the comments from my last post yet, which is so unlike me. I live for and love the comments, but I just haven't felt up to it. I guess there is a part of me that is still drowning in denial.
I plan on being back Monday with new posts. I don't really know how to plan the amount of time you need for something like this, but in my heart Monday feels attainable.


  1. It will take time to heal from your loss and give yourself all the time you need to grieve. It's never easy to deal with the loss of a loved one, human or fuzzy and you shouldn't feel rushed. You are in my thoughts and again, I'm so sorry for your loss :(

  2. Gotta feel your feelings. It sometimes helps to devote a specific time of day to grieving. When i was commuting to/from work in Virginia, my hour + ride home was spent focusing on those I had lost.

  3. Take your time, your happiness and mental health is always top priority.

  4. Eventho I haven't been on much I Have been thinking of you! Continued vibes and hugs coming your way!