Success!

 I wanted to give an update. I'm actually still in shock and feel hazy and almost drunk. On Friday morning I was at the store getting cat food. An Instagram friend messaged me and told me to check the gfm. An anonymous person donated the amount remaining. Over five thousand dollars. One person! I started crying right in the store! Honestly I still can't believe it. Anyone here who shared or supported thank you. 

I am not going to take this for granted. I am going to find some kind of way to make my life better in some kind of way. I need to have a more secure life. I need some kind of support system and I need to be more financially secure. Living under the poverty line has taken a toll and sucked my soul. 

I got some new pens and a notebook. I'm going to not so much make plans but organize my goals and dreams. The things I need to do to get out of this rut. Live a healthier, happier, more fulfilled life. My brain has been muddled and cloudy. I've been worried, sad, lonely, despondent, grieving, stressed. So many draining feelings. I don't love planning, but I do love a good list. I love a good checking off of an accomplishment. 

Since moving to SLC I've always had goals and plans to improve my life. As a matter of fact that's why I moved here. Somewhere along the way I kept stumbling and stumbling and one day decided to never get back up. 

I'm going to start blogging again. This will still be a vegan blog, but I'm gong to write about my trials and tribulations. Blogging was something I enjoyed, and I just slowly stopped doing things I enjoyed. This will be a way to hold myself accountable since I don't have a life coach, or friend or family member to do this with. 

2025 started out horribly for me. Makes me scared of what's to come. So, Feb. 1st I'm going to celebrate the new year. I'm going to launch into self improvement mode so I never end up here again.