Alec Baldwin killed it as usual. I mean, this election has really been constantly sinking to new lows. His fake, pompous apology was almost more disgusting than what he said. It's gotten to the point where we desperately need these silly SNL skits to make light of this insanity.
I don't have much to say today as I have had a rough couple of days. I tried to make an apointment for therapy yesterday, and there are only three offices that accept sliding fee/scale whatever it's called. And all three have a waiting list. And I get the sense that medication will be pushed, and I am not open to that. And I'm not going to spend money to argue with someone over medication. So, I'm having second thoughts on the therapy. Anyway, just wanted to give that thrilling update.
I returned my library books and replaced them with these. I'm hoping to maybe get some inspiration. When I first went vegan, I would just think of things to throw together and cook. I made a lot of mistakes, but I learned a lot too. I started learning what spices went together, and what flavors I liked. Somehow through the years some of that fire has died out and I want to get it back. Sometimes I like to look at recipes, and kind of keep them in the back of my mind, and they end up turning into something different, but inspired by.
I have to say that the SLC library does not let down in the vegan cookbook department.
As I said, the last few days have been pretty sad for me, but yesterday when I got home I had this lovely little surprise!
Sarah, or Long Island Nerd sent me this beautiful necklace, or pendant. Isn't it stunning? I can't wait to wear it! You can see Afro creeping at my feet, they wanted to get the chain so bad! So thoughtful and appreciated. It came on a day where I was really feeling lonely, so it was perfect timing.
I took this picture yesterday. It was a beautiful, sunny and pretty warm fall day. I wore flip flops with my jeans to the library. In October! No matter how blue you are, nature has a way of snapping you out of it, even if just for a moment.
Happy Tuesday.
Yay, I'm so happy it got there safely! I'm glad that it cheered you up a little too. Always know that even when things get hard that you have people here to support you and that are cheering you on. Mental health care in this country is such a low priority and it's so sad because it is so important.
I'm glad that you are finding some great books at the library. I get so overwhelmed by all of the cookbooks that I have that I never use them! I feel like getting them from the library would actually push me to use them before I have to return them.
Salt Lake City looks so beautiful! What a gorgeous day.
I know that usually when I own cookbooks they just sit on the shelf, but when I check them out from the library I actually use them. I think it's because I know I only have them for a limited time. I've been really impressed by the vegan selection at all three libraries I've been to recently. Even in Erie there was a huge selection. I love the necklace soooo much!
That really stinks about the waiting lists! Looks like some fun cookbooks you picked out, though! The necklace is so pretty, and your picture of the trees is lovely! :)
I hope you don't think I'm being pushy but I found these two therapists in your area online. They charge $30 - $50 per session. The first one looks very new-agey and unique.
Sorry to hear you've not been able to get to see someone yet. I understand how you feel about medication. Definitely worth continuing to explore options though. I just had a quick look at the links Blake posted and they look interesting. They also have some online courses for only $4.99 including one on grief and loss. Remember we're all thinking of you. I love the necklace from Sarah, really beautiful.
Please do keep and open mind while pursuing therapy, a good therapist will understand your reservations about medication and ultimately let you make that decision. Doing more research about modern treatment options can't hurt either as there are variations of therapists (cognitive behavioral therapy is likely to resonate with you) That looks like a great new couple of cookbooks to go through- i love finding a new favorite recipe Ttrockwood
I'm definitely working to keep an open mind. It is challenging not to. So far I discovered tandoori tofu from Vegan eats World and it is my new favorite recipe. Terry Hope Romero is such a genius!
I am sorry it has been difficult to find someone so far, hopefully the right person will be around the corner. <3 Let me know what you think of the Happy Healthy Life Cookbook! I haven't looked at that before.
Yay, I'm so happy it got there safely! I'm glad that it cheered you up a little too. Always know that even when things get hard that you have people here to support you and that are cheering you on. Mental health care in this country is such a low priority and it's so sad because it is so important.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad that you are finding some great books at the library. I get so overwhelmed by all of the cookbooks that I have that I never use them! I feel like getting them from the library would actually push me to use them before I have to return them.
Salt Lake City looks so beautiful! What a gorgeous day.
I know that usually when I own cookbooks they just sit on the shelf, but when I check them out from the library I actually use them. I think it's because I know I only have them for a limited time. I've been really impressed by the vegan selection at all three libraries I've been to recently. Even in Erie there was a huge selection.
DeleteI love the necklace soooo much!
That really stinks about the waiting lists! Looks like some fun cookbooks you picked out, though! The necklace is so pretty, and your picture of the trees is lovely! :)
ReplyDeleteThanks.There are some really beautiful trees in this city. I always love seeing different looking trees and flowers.
DeleteI hope you don't think I'm being pushy but I found these two therapists in your area online. They charge $30 - $50 per session. The first one looks very new-agey and unique.
ReplyDeletehttp://openpathcollective.org/clinicians/tj-grow/
http://openpathcollective.org/clinicians/clifton-r-uckerman/
No, I don't mind. I think new age-y is the way I have to go to not have pills pushed on me.
DeleteSorry to hear you've not been able to get to see someone yet. I understand how you feel about medication. Definitely worth continuing to explore options though. I just had a quick look at the links Blake posted and they look interesting. They also have some online courses for only $4.99 including one on grief and loss. Remember we're all thinking of you. I love the necklace from Sarah, really beautiful.
ReplyDeleteI'm going to look more into the online courses I think. Thanks for pointing that out, I didn't really even know that existed!
DeletePlease do keep and open mind while pursuing therapy, a good therapist will understand your reservations about medication and ultimately let you make that decision. Doing more research about modern treatment options can't hurt either as there are variations of therapists (cognitive behavioral therapy is likely to resonate with you)
ReplyDeleteThat looks like a great new couple of cookbooks to go through- i love finding a new favorite recipe
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I'm definitely working to keep an open mind. It is challenging not to.
DeleteSo far I discovered tandoori tofu from Vegan eats World and it is my new favorite recipe. Terry Hope Romero is such a genius!
I am sorry it has been difficult to find someone so far, hopefully the right person will be around the corner. <3
ReplyDeleteLet me know what you think of the Happy Healthy Life Cookbook! I haven't looked at that before.
I'm doing a few recipes from Vegan Eats World, then I'm going to do some from Happy Healthy Life next week, I'll definitely let you know!
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