Thursday, January 7, 2016

Still Here

I just wanted to pop in and let everyone know I'm alive, and I'm not passed out drunk in a pile of my own vomit and stench. I just am so full of sadness I haven't had anything to say. I don't really care about food, and I certainly don't care to take pictures. I haven't even been online much, other than Netflix. Friends, Parks and Recreation, and The Office have been all I've been watching. I need comedy, and a certain kind and these three shows are perfect.
I also want to thank everyone for what I assume are kind words. I haven't read the comments from my last post yet, which is so unlike me. I live for and love the comments, but I just haven't felt up to it. I guess there is a part of me that is still drowning in denial.
I plan on being back Monday with new posts. I don't really know how to plan the amount of time you need for something like this, but in my heart Monday feels attainable.

4 comments:

  1. It will take time to heal from your loss and give yourself all the time you need to grieve. It's never easy to deal with the loss of a loved one, human or fuzzy and you shouldn't feel rushed. You are in my thoughts and again, I'm so sorry for your loss :(

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  2. Gotta feel your feelings. It sometimes helps to devote a specific time of day to grieving. When i was commuting to/from work in Virginia, my hour + ride home was spent focusing on those I had lost.

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  3. Take your time, your happiness and mental health is always top priority.

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  4. Eventho I haven't been on much I Have been thinking of you! Continued vibes and hugs coming your way!

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